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Monday, July 6, 2009

This morning my heart feels super "stuffy/trapped"... or maybe is guilt... for not keeping in touch and the next thing i noe, he is gone... we are not the best of frens.. we are oso not considered hi bye frens.. honestly, i oso dunno hw to even describe our frenship...

it all go back to abt 4-5 yrs back... Sel intro the two of us.. we conversed via msn... some time after, a grp of us met up the first time in bugis TCC... we didnt tok much face to face which is kinda weird when we actually chat pretty much in msn... i was still in my ex-co so was pretty free to chat online... by the time i join here, he found a better paid job... still we kept in touch.. then he got himself a gf.. to prevent any misunderstandings with the gf, we started not toking and kinda drift apart... partly oso becos i was preparing my own wedding... On and off we said hello in msn, asked how's life and tat was it...

i din get to noe news of his passing until the day he was supposed to be cremated... probably becos of this.. becos i wasnt able to speak to him ever again... becos i even rmb when we last converse which is making me feel so horrible..

mayb this is a wakeup call from God.. treasure all those who are with you.. your family, frens and even enemies... life is fragile.. we nv noe when we will leave suddenly.... God bless...

Labels: Farewells, Friends

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