Monday, April 18, 2011
hmmm... time to say smt here before i go to bed...
life at work SUCKS big time... juz becos of the word "JEALOUSY"... ppl can be so nice to each other on the surface and yet on the other hand stabbing each other behind...
ppl gang up against one person juz becos he is the "pet" of the mngr... the reason y he is a pet is cos he is young and willing to learn.. wheras the rest are mostly old school and juz wanna boast of their experience in this line... another thing is they keep thinking they learnt enough oredi and had no wish to learn anymore...
one of whom quit and now wanna join back after 2 months.. pathetic rite??? thinking tt he is so useful to the company till the co cant live w/o him... stupid thinking... then y leave in the first place? cos he thinks he know too much oredi nothing more to learn... but the fact tt though he is young he doesnt have much qualifications, no one is gonna employ him based on the last drawn pay. immature thinking... tat he left the company and come back he can request for higher pay...
even towards me, i am a target... recently we moved office and i was helping out with the renov and stuff... the sitting arrgt i did participate but i wasnt the one who decides who sit where. but juz becos those ppl dun like their given seats, started to say i tink i got a lot of power anyhow arranged seats then use my mngr authority to do things... where were all these ppl when i was moving the stuff packing the things??? smt ppl juz dun get it... wan power but dun wan responsibilities...
now work is so stressful cos our dept seems to be doing so much work for other depts... with shortage of manpower, surveys due, new deliveries... everyone seems to be out of office till everyone jzu wanna point finger at each other... wat's wrong with ppl faling sick and going to see doc??? tis toidi in the office actually called up this sick colleague and scream at him for going to the doc.... weirdo rite??? after all tt colleague juz went to get his medicine and will b back in the office oredi...
there used to b 4 women in my office... N, R me and tis aunty A.... Juz becos N, R and me are the same age, we have similiar wavelength... R had recently left the co... this A was always trying to join in the crowd... no matter wat we tok abt, she will eavedrop and add her comment... thing is she always dunno wat we were toking abt and she wanna add in her comments... then things got really bad cos she was jealous tt me and N, the newest 2 in the dept got so much attn from the guys... ok.... dun misunderstand... both me and N are married... juz tt the guys need my help in their paperwork so they always come to tok to me and becos N smokes(more gam with the smokers), plus she is a very "bimbo" woman... she gets lotsa guys disturbing her....
so tis A feel really left out... i understand how she feel cos when i initially joined... i dun smoke so those who dun smoke are mostly the oldies... then my age grp not same with them at all... but somehow i manage after a while... one thing i feel is becos she is left out... sec thing is she feels insecured... cos initially she had 2 other women, her age grp one in the office but both of them left.. tt's y me and N were employed... then N who is in her dept is so much more capable and efficient compared to her so she actually go behind her back and tell our FM tt N wasnt doing her job and so on... since tt didnt get far she decided to pull me along... she told our FM tt we two were not working, surfing net and tok a lot... which is only half truth... the reason is becos i am on the ops side... the day i started work i oredi have lotsa things to do wheras no one wanna teach/guide/dedicate work to N so she was kinda slack for 2 wks... tis is all jealousy lah... the irritating part is her greed...
we need temp staff so A actually brought in her elder son in to work as temp and w/o going through our HR... by rite temp staff will require me or someone to verify their daily attendance else is weekly... then my FM did ask me to take note of the time he came in and keep a record.... so at the end of one week i was asking for the attendance, A actually told me tt she had taken the form from HR and there is no need for me to sign everyday/week, juz have to acknowledge and submit to HR b4 20th of every month.... when i ask A's son abt his working hours, he told me in a loud voice. "I WORK 9-5PM ONLY"... the very first wk, he worked only 1.5 days... cos he ahd other part time jobs which pay him much more juz tt this job has more stable income...
so i juz continued to take note of his timing... the thing is we start work at 830 everyday but A NEVER comes in at 830... she normally come in only at 9... so the first month went by and i didnt recd anything so i ask her son abt it... her son told me his mum had submit on his behalf... i found it suspicious so i call the HR to ask about the timing cos i didnt acknowledged anything at all... my... when u see the time sheet u will be shocked... his timing was 830-1800hrs... meaning he cheat co of min. 1.5hrs for every full day he worked, provided he is not late. timing 1200-1800hrs for half days even though most of the time we will see him after 1330 and at 1700hrs he will go back... meaning to say for every half day he worked, he cheated co of at least 2.5hrs... greedy rite??? then when he worked.. it is not as though he work very hard... when he finish the work, he dun follow up with the person who passed him the job... he juz surf net, blog, READ his novel in the office!!! i mean if you bring in someone to work, even as temp, shouldnt u be more responsible for the person??? he can even doze off in the office lor....
so this sec mth, i submit the total hours he worked to the HR and HR called A to confront her... end up A was fuming mad at me... she asked my FM to tok to me... to tell HR i made a mistake... wat kind of person is this??? there are more stories abt this aunty but i shdnt be saying all now.. was still trying to accept the fact tt tml i might face even more enemies...
Easter is coming... God, please let me erase all this unhappiness and sins... Amen...
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